Tuesday, June 26, 2012

vampire hours

i read somewhere that sharing details of your life with others activate happiness centers in your brain. and i'm all about increasing joy in my life. real, tangible, hardcore joy. we all need more of it. at least i do. but the thing is, the joy is already in us. we just gotta practice accessing it.
unfortunately, i don't have much detail to share with you right now. i'm waaay tired and it's waaay late. and i'm at work. since we last talked, i've taken up working night shift (formerly known as "graveyard" shift) and i sleep during the day and work at night, all night. many times, i barely sleep during the day so i walk around in a fog most of the time. foggier than usual.
it's back to the days of finding balance with my "outside" time. my "inside" time is pretty okay. i am the skilled introvert in an extrovert body. don't be fooled by the window dressing. my dad pointed out that i'm always on the go. he's right. but there's always so much to be done to feel whole. and i love my friends, and i wanna see them more. i have the next three days off from work. i plan on sleeping, eating, walking tiger, and maybe making it to trader joe's. hopefully something fun comes up.