so i'll be thirty this year. kinda excited and ready to bring on a new decade. the twenties were kinda.....painful. but almost a soothing kind of pain. seriously. like....the pain and inner turmoil became like big cozy couches. haaaa, i wonder if that has to do with the many therapist couches i sat on during my twenties!!! whoooohhoooo! my brother got pretty drunk at my twentieth birthday and made a speech before i blew my candles out. he was saying something about how i was now committing myself to a new decade of life. and boy did i commit myself. commitment's easy for me. i can do it with my eyes closed and then BAM, suddenly ten years have passed. i think i probably moved at least 15 times during my twenties. many many addresses, roommates, neighbors, parking situations, rental agreements, landlords, boys and gentlemen, sketchy neighborhoods, foggy sunsets, houses without heat, homes with heart, thousands of dollars in rent money.....
but this is not what i was planning on writing about when i opened up my mac right now.
how about my tiredness that has trumped my motivation at this point.
how about how i love my life.
how about how i have tendonitis in my right forearm and typing hurts.
how bout that?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhega1bctNk
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