feeling lunar. learned today that some surgeons will not operate if its a full moon because patients tend to bleed more. thats how powerful the moon is. it affects our insides. it literally pulls at us. respect that beautiful sphere in the sky.
ughhh i was supposed to go to a full moon ceremony tonite at one of my favorite people's house but alas, school has spoken. i have to re-take a test tomorrow and i gotta gotta pass it. serio homes. this particular test requires math and you know how i feel about math. and if you dont know of the volatile history i have with arithmetic, well consider yourself informed! so no, im not going to pray to the mama luna tonite. im gonna practice IV calculations. all good. school is worth it. it has to be.
so yeah, tomorrow i have clinical (meaning i work a 6 hr shift at the hospital) then im off in the afternoon and thursday is my day off. not bad. not bad at all.
in case you were wondering, ive been sleeping very well. havent had insomnia in months actually. problem is, im so cozy and involved in my slumber that its hard to pull myself out of it. just one more dream, just one more please.
and i have one thousand full moons beating in my heart for a certain someone. and thats just how it is. thank goodness.
hey mari....hang in there,math isn't everything but is neccessary. in my under grad i almost quit...went to the teacher said i can't do it!....(adv statistics)....he said "wally give me 1 more week"....1 week later it all clicked! i hope it does for you.
ReplyDeleteHeyla and i sat out and watched the moon.....
wonderful moments of silence....
hope it clicks for you
ciao